~rEcHaRgE mY SoUL~

Hello Lovelies~ I have had such a horrible couple of weeks and it's hard even thinking about the last 2 weeks events. They leave me in tears. So, I thought~ I have to find a place or something that could recharge my soul -if even for a moment- so I turned to the internet. And I found a few things in one place! The junk gypsies. I discovered these ladies a few years ago and thought I should pay a visit... And I'm glad I did. I can shut my eyes and imagine me in these environments and the hard stuff that has been laying on my shoulders start to drip away.... Then I open my eyes and everything hardens again.... I thought~why can't we all live this way, the way we see things with our eyes closed?? I want to ~ but, I think, it's so hard to get started. I mean~ really create an environment for yourself in real life that could recharge YOUR soul... What would it be like? What would it smell like, or look like, what would you eat and drink. What would you do there??? I can imagine living in these pictures(especially the last 2)! I could drink tea and eat fairy cakes, (or something healthy) NAHHH!!!! it would smell of insence, and candles would always be lit. I would create everyday. Time would go so slowly and no negativity would be allowed to reside with me.... But, then I open my eyes and see 2 kids, a hubby whom hates my styles! and I see calendars-times to be here or there and I want to scream...... One day I want my life to be so lovely.. But, until that day can come. I have all of you girls in blogland and of course the junk gypsies!!!!! Farewell.... take care... http://www.gypsyville.com