Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Silent Sadness

Hello~It took me along time to come on here and post an entry. I am feeling an incredible sadness. I am having some hard times here in my world. I won't bore you with them~ I have even cleared out my art studio. Ever since I had that awful flu I am not the same person any more and I don't like what I'm feeling. It feels as though I'm giving up, giving up on everything. You name it, it's been happening to me.... Even a tiny little thing as a swap gone bad! I sent out my swap and I never received mine. Down to the littlest things.... It's all going wrong. I have no energy, no vision, no imagination, no life left in me. I'm scared... It's a sadness that can't be explained~ I don't know what is happening to me. Everything I've loved before is a torture for me now. This big world is so full of mean people and people who will try to zap your imagination and ideas~ I'm so tired of it.. To the point that I don't even want to leave my home, but, I don't like my home! I'm trapped in a world I do not like. I don't know how to escape! I want to create and live in my own little world, but the environment and people around me are preventing that from happening. I need to get back to myself, or invent a new self. I just don't have the energy to try anymore. I've tried so hard to accept the things I have to live with, accept the place I live in, but, I can't do it anymore. I will always post on my blog~I'm just not sure how anymore~ I need my heart uplifted.....

Saturday, March 15, 2008


I have been ill~ Yucky! I was in bed for 3 whole days. I've been sick for 5 days! But, I think I won't die!!!!~
I really thought I was!!!!~
Hope everyone is doing well~
Since I've been outta "commision" for a few days I don't really have much to post! I'm working on it though!!!!!~


Sunday, March 9, 2008


Hello! I have been homebound due to our snow storm!~ UGH!! I love snow but, not on a weekend!!! hahaha... So, here's a few pics of my tiny attic space and my latest "altered top hat", number 2 in my "Altered Top Hat" series. And, of course the snow! I wish my attic was bigger! I go up there and sit sometimes. It's full of my treasures just waiting for my kids to get older so they can come out of the attic!!! (treasures, not the kids)!!! hahaha!~ I put all of my favorite things up there! It's sad really, I buy these great things and then I put them up there.. Is that an emotional disorder??!! hahaha~ One day I will enjoy my treasures, until then, I shall visit them! YEp, I think it's a disorder!!! Take care lovelies!!!!!~ (the beautiful brown shirt hanging on one of my mannequins below is from Pearl at Magnolia Pearl.. Can you believe she sent it to me as a gift!!) What a lady!!!!!~ She has a blog now.. http://www.magnoliapearl.com

Friday, March 7, 2008

!!!!!!Drum Roll Please!!!!!!

As the clock struck Midnight, the bells rang and the fairy danced in the moonlight all to excited to pick the spectacular winner!~ With much delight, she dove her hand into the magic bowl and pulled out a rather delicious name! ~~An altered fairytale!!!~~ http://analteredfairytale.blogspot.com

The fairy and I are content!!~

Have a wonderful weekend!!!!~

Thursday, March 6, 2008


Tonight, at the stroke of midnight~The lucky winner will be picked!!!!~